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Name: Bluu
Country: United States
State: Louisiana
Metro: Sexual
Birthday: 10/7/1989
Interests: Aquagen, Ashlee Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Brighteyes, BT, Daniel Bedingfield, Dashboard Confessional, DJ Sammy, DJ Tiesto, DJ Rankin, Fallout Boy, From First To Last, Green Day, Gunter, Gwen Stefani, Jessica Simpson, Kelly Clarkson, Liz Phair, M2M, My Chemical Romance, Oasis, Sheryl Crow, Something Corporate, Special D, The All-American Rejects, The Darkness, Three Days Grace, Vitamin C
Expertise: Mmm. Being a boy?
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  CoinOperatd Boii
MSN: Brennen@hotmail.co.uk
Yahoo:  Habbo_Boi
Member Since:
10/16/2005
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| Wow I haven't updated xanga in a looong time. It's not like anyone reads this one anymore anyway. Hmm let's see.. What's new? I'm off work for two weeks. I've been at McDonald's over a year now so I decided I needed time off. Things were getting hectic anyway. I got a lipring thursday night, and I love it. I'd post pictures right now, but I'm not sure if the library computers will let me. I'll post them when I get home. But yeah, I'm sitting in the McNeese University library right now, since I have nothing better to do for the two hours it takes for my mom to bring my grandma home. I might walk across the street to McDonald's to eat later.
Or walk to the mall.
I'm listening to my iPod. No Doubt makes me smile. =). Don't Speak is the song I'm listening to. I went to their website the other day, and I realized that No Doubt is back together and working on a new cd, which makes me even happier. Yay for no doubt. http://www.nodoubt.com
Don't Speak
You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying ... are we?
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| So, ahem. Ignoring the last post on my xanga, I am not leaving xanga. =) | | |
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Your the only person I've ever felt this strongly about. and your the only person I've ever wanted to be with for the rest of my life. and baby, your are everything to me. my heart is in your hands. and your the only one I want to hold my heart from now on.
I don't know really what to say, becasue I don't think I really could ever tell you how much I really do love you. when I think of you, I'm happy, and no one has ever made me feel like that.
for the first time in my life I feel like this is right, that we just were we're suposed to be, and that we're meant to be together forever.
They have the expression "you other half" and I used to think it was the dumbest thing ever, but now I understand. because you are my other half, I'm not complete without you.
and if sometimes it feels like I'm holding back from you, the I'm sorry becasue although I know you'd never hurt me, nor will I ever hurt you I'm still just scared that one day you'll find someone better than me. and I don't know what I'd to if that ever happened."
He said that to the boy who he loves now. But he told me he felt this way around me... He clearly states that he's never felt that way before... 
I'm never going to be as happy as I would with him. Ever. I give up. | | |
| I don't know what to say anymore.
I still love him...
...So Incredibly much
I just wish he knew. | | |
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